NicollSanchez

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Hi, hello, hello. This is the first time I've seen you. ﾉ

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¿Who is Nicol really??🌻

♥ Ok, here is a little bit of my personal life, I am a tender, loving, funny girl, who can be your friend, who can listen to you, understand you, pay attention to you, but, she can also be a naughty girl, that girl with whom you can go crazy with pleasure or stay talking for hours, that's why I would like to make you known in this space of my biography, my most special moments that I will be sharing little by little, in which you will be able to learn to know who Nicol really is.

♥ I am a very spoiled girl, I like to be treated with a lot of love, I also enjoy when they give me orders, I like to give orders, I like to feel someone's company, I like to help people, I really like animals, I think Animals play a very important role in my life, I consider them very important, I always wanted to study veterinary medicine, it is a dream that I have for the future, I like to listen to stories, I like to know the different ways of thinking, I like to contribute beautiful things in someone's life, but there is something that I really like and it is to please I like to see the excitement of another person, I love to hear moans, that makes me want to accompany you in that pleasure and turn it into a unique moment, my emotions are real, I don't like to pretend anything I feel, I like to be respectful and receive respect, trust that I will strive to do what you want as long as I am allowed I really like going to the movies, I love popcorn, I enjoy the cool weather, I think that going for an ice cream solves many pains of the soul, I love to talk while I look at the sky or a sunset, I prefer to live in the country with a beautiful view than in the city, I like to take care of the people who are close to me, I like to study, even though it's not possible right now and I have the great dream of buying my mom a house, I know I'll make it, I want to tell you many things about myself. I'm the shortest girl in my group of friends.

♥ I like the colors, white, black and pink

♥ The song I like right now is called: "♪ Tocka Molchat Doma ♪ ♪ I know ♪

♥I love the music of Billie Eilish and Lana Del Rey

❤My birthday is February. 28, 2002❤

♥ I currently don't have a boyfriend.,

Before I die, I want to believe again Going crazy for someone again and falling in love I'll surely fall back there I'll kiss the black earth and stand again Let every day be the first of the rest The trick is to be joking Even if I'm upset I, I'm going to risk every dollar for this More rhymes, more, More flows (more honest) I want to travel and see amazing places Make the coffee of your eyes my fuel From my kisses a convertible Let him drive and show off In search of your rough mouth impossible I, I want to be free and happy with what I do And with the band playing in a blues bar in Chicago Today, I order another drink for the whole orchestra What table did you tell me for? (For ours) Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song, a romance like ours Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer (An honest song, a romance to ours) An honest song Is it, Is Medellín ready to sing With all its guts and its heart And its energy right now? Are Medellin ready? Tell your secrets loud (My restlessness to blow my brains out) (And in every moment live it fire inside) (Regardless of whether I burn or die) (It's loneliness that I fear the most) (And go my days without feeling a single kiss) Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song, A romance of ours Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An Honest Song Before I die I want to stop being sad And if it's too late I want to die of laughter I'm going to misplace my tickle in your shirt And wherever you go I'll play my jazz until I conquer you If you're silent I'll give you kisses If you shout little attention Stop the hands Take the tension off, I want more miles, more, more inspiration Losing my ego more to jazz of everything and ask for forgiveness I want to go back to playing soccer barefoot in the mud To get in a cab and say ("follow that car") I want to wrap myself up with you and ride the train Live in your hundred, Recite amen instead of amen I want to like myself, tell me a good joke And forgive me for letting me do everything you did to me Before I die I want to live without eagerness And be a fan of my people before I'm a rockstar, man Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song, A romance of ours Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song We want to see all the lights of the place On, all, all, all Turn them off Going, from right to left Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, A night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song, a romance to ours Before I die I need a party A kiss, a nap, a night like this Before I die I need an answer An honest song.

Every day turns into a mist Every day turns into a mist, From the tremors of the first day The second day gets nervous Sweet smiles of the first month, To tender anniversary kisses. Passing swiftly like a terrible wind, passing crisscrossingly like a sweet breeze, every day becomes a mist on the ridge of a hill where we meet together. The view behind us shows twists and turns, with valleys and mountains, thundering storms, soft rains and blue skies, hidden shadows, moving rainbows and roses with their thorns.. The sight ahead seems lost in its own darkness, foreshadowing the fog of our past, obscuring the path ahead, unaware of the landscape or the journey ahead.. Like every day, soon, gently, turn into fog, every step of the way, I'm honored and grateful that it's your hand that I hold.

He deals the cards as a meditation and those he plays never suspect and those he plays never suspect he doesn't play for the money he makes. He doesn't play for the money he wins.. He don't play for respect He deals the cards to find the answer. He deals the cards to find the answer The sacred geometry of chance The sacred geometry of chance The hidden law of a probable outcome. The numbers lead to dance I know swords are a soldier's swords. I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier. I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art. I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart. He may play the jack of diamonds He may put the queen of swords. He may lay the queen of spades he may conceal a king in his hand while the memory fades while the memory of it fades I know swords are the swords of a soldier. I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier. I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art. I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape of my heart If I told her that I loved you Maybe you'd think there's something wrong I'm not a man of too many faces The mask I wear is one But those who speak know nothing. But those who speak know nothing And discover their cost. And find out to their cost like those who curse their luck in too many places like those who curse their luck in too many places and those who fear are lost and those who fear are lost. I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier. I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art. I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart But that's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape The shape of my heart

Preguntas: 

.¿What's at the top of your wish list?

-¿What's your biggest fear?

- ¿What's your greatest passion?

- ¿How do you like to spend your free time?

- ¿What would your perfect day be like?

¿How's your dream life?

¿What's your favorite place on earth?

¿What country particularly draws your attention?

¿What do you think is the greatest movie of all time?

What's your favorite music genre?

Places I've been to

What's your favorite color?

¿What book marked you as a child?

¿What's the most annoying thing about a stranger?

¿What historical figure do you admire?

¿Who in your family has given you the nicest life lesson?

Sometimes when I look at the sky, I remember some poems I've read by Elvira Tailor, she's from Segovia, Spain, I'd like to leave some of those I've liked. I hope you have that exquisite taste for poems, for me, they're not just lyrics.

I don't want to be remembered

A la mierda el conformismo: I don't want to be a memory I want to be your impossible love, your unrequited pain, your most fucked up muse, the name you write on every bed that's not mine, who curses in your sleepless nights who loves with that rage that only gives hate. I don't want you to tell me to die for me, I want to make you live by love, especially when you cry, which is when you're most alive.. I don't want your world to turn upside down every time I leave, I want it to turn your back just to mean freedom for your most primal instincts.. I don't want to take away your pain and condemn you, I want to be the only one on whom your sadness depends because that would be the most selfish and brave way to take care of you.. I don't want to hurt you, I want to fill your body with wounds so I can lick you later, and not heal so it doesn't scratch you.. I don't want to leave a mark on your life, I want to be your path, I want you to get lost, to get out, to rebel, to go against the tide, not to choose me, but to always come back to me to find you.. I don't want to promise you, I want to give you without commitment or pact, put you in the palm of my hand the desire that falls from your mouth without waiting, to be your here and now. I don't want you to miss me, I want you to think about me so much that you don't know what it's like to have me gone.. I don't want to be yours, or you to be mine, I want to be with anyone, so it's easier for us to be with us.. I don't want to take away your cold, I want to give you reasons so that when you do think of my face and your hair fills with flowers. I don't want Friday nights, I want to fill you up with Sundays all week and make you think every day is a party and they're on offer to you.. I don't want to have to be by your side to not miss you, I want when you think you have nothing to fall, and notice my hands on your back holding the cliffs that haunt you, and you stand on mine to tiptoe through the graveyard and laugh at death together.. I don't want you to need me, I want you to count on me to infinity and that the beyond be your home and mine.. I don't want to make you happy, I want to give you my tears when you want to cry and do it with you, give you a mirror when you ask for a reason to smile, get ahead of the burst of your laughter when laughter invades your chest, invade it when grief clings to your eyes. I don't want you to be afraid of me, I want to love your monsters to get none to bear my name.. I don't want you to dream of me, I want you to blow me and fulfill me. I don't want to make love to you, I want to undo your heartbreak. I don't want to be a memory, my love, I want you to look at me and guess the future.

Like the one who loves himself, loving the one he loves.

And if you'd found me clean,

No guilt, no pain in the dream,

No bites from others rooted in my shoulders.

¿You would have bathed me in the morning,

I licked the wood.,

I've been combing my insomnia,

caressing my wrinkled hands with your teeth?

What if I had dressed up like you?,

If I had lied to you telling you my truths,

If I had told you you were the only one and not the first.

¿You would have stripped me with your eyes closed and your expert hands,

Kissed me while I was telling you about my life,

matched on the pedestal your name and

Mine and made this a love on par?

And if you had sold me as the love of your life,

If I had bought you as my love.

¿Would we have fallen in love like a man who loves himself by loving the one he loves?

(Read this poem with this song in the background)

Billie Eilish - What Was I Made For?

We are women. 

Look at us..

We are the light of our own shadow, the reflection of the flesh that has accompanied us, the force that drives the tiniest waves. We are the chance of opportunity, the peace that ends other people's wars, two scratched knees that bravely resist.

Look at us..

We decided to change the direction of the fist because we don't defend ourselves: we fight.

Look at us..

We are also pain, we are fear, we are a stumbling block from the stumbling block of another who wants to mark a path that does not exist.

We are, too, a crooked back, a battered look, a forced skin, but the same hand we lift opens all doors, the same mouth we deny moves the world forward, and we are the only ones capable of teaching a bird to fly..

Look at us..

We are music, unfathomable, invincible, uncontainable, uninhabitable, light in a place that is not yet able to embrace us, to overcome us, to contain us, to inhabit us, because beauty always blinded the eyes of those who did not know how to look..

Our animal is an indomitable beast that slept peacefully until you decided to open its eyes with your sticks, with your insults, with this contempt that, hear us: we do not accept.

Look at us..

Because I've seen it in our eyes, I've seen it when we recognize ourselves as human in this jungle that doesn't always understand us but that we've conquered..

I have seen in us the harmony of life and death, the stillness of heaven and earth, the union of beginning and end, the fire of snow and wood, the freedom of yes and no, the courage of those who come and those who go, the gift of those who can and do. Look at us, and never forget that the universe and light come from our legs.

Because a world without women is nothing but a world empty and dark.

And we're here to wake you up and light the fuse.

(Read this poem with this song in the background)

♪ Billie Eilish - I love you (Extended Version) ♪ ♪ I'm not going to let you go ♪)

It will continue..

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly (fly) So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried) Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care) I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear 'They don't deserve you'" I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter It could've been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear 'They don't deserve you'" If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?.. Billie Eillish

Love I said real love, it's like feeling no fear When you're standing in the face of danger 'Cause you just want it so much A touch From your real love It's like heaven taking the place of something evil And lettin' it burn off from the rush Yeah, yeah (Fuck) Darlin', darlin', darlin' I fall to pieces when I'm with you, I fall to pieces My cherries and wine, rosemary and thyme And all of my peaches (are ruined) Love, is it real love? It's like smiling when the firing squad's against you And you just stay lined up Yeah (Fuck) Darlin', darlin', darlin' I fall to pieces when I'm with you, I fall to pieces (bitch) My cherries and wine, rosemary and thyme And all of my peaches (are ruined, bitch) My rose garden dreams, set on fire by fiends And all my black beaches (are ruined) My celluloid scenes are torn at the seams And I fall to pieces (bitch) I fall to pieces when I'm with you 'Cause I love you so much, I fall to pieces My cherries and wine, rosemary and thyme And all of my peaches (are ruined, bitch) Are ruined (bitch) Are ruined (fuck).. I'm not going to lie.